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So bf got a job! he will now be gone from 10am-1am…. i usually do A LOT better at fasting when hes not herre, so hopefully i wont eat :D i binged literally alllllllll weekend so the only 3 lbs ive lost in like a month i gaiined all back. not okay. i have to get seerious. i have to be skinnier by my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!! im so fat :( i need to get motivation and ene€rgy which im hoping i will once i quit smoking this spice shit, which im hoping will be tonight. i need to stop hoping and start doiNG! I NEED TO BE SKINNNNNNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!